Just like a cigarette
It gets me so high
Cuts my oxygen supply
Slowly taking me to die.
It’s like I am wasting
every breath of mine
to suffer again and again
in this selfish world…
It’s scars of your love
That still holding me back
Never let me forget the hell
where I’ve been through!!
Sometimes life creates such situations that you never expect to face. There are few things of life which bring worst of you and loneliness is one of those things. When you’re truly lonely, you just don’t have any place to hide from thoughts and feelings which constantly try to make you do things you don’t want to do. Loneliness is like some kind of disease that kills you slowly and painful without even your notice. It first attacks your heart, then your mind and slowly you start to find hard even to breathe and then eventually you lose your hope of living. Because of loneliness sometimes you feel terribly down even when you’re with a bunch of people; like you are lost somewhere and you’re stuck with so many unwanted feelings although you actually want to run away from all these things and want to have a normal life without being feeling like you are missing something and someone everytime which you find hard to put together by words. If you experience this worst feeling of being lonely for a long time letting yourself to open up becomes more hard for you and you become addicted to this loneliness which ultimately makes you a body without a soul.
When you crushed my soul
burning all my dreams to ashes,
I was standing there like a statue
to face all the consequences..!!
Life gave me more hatred than feeling of love
Roses of my garden became colourless
Memories of past haunt me day and night
Not sure how much I left to fight
Sometimes it’s better to keep things
behind the shadows
Letting them to hide under the veil of mystery
As reality can be more hurtful and ugly…!!
My mind is a messed up desert which is
waiting for drops of rain which will bring the
signs of spring with the winds of hope
and a home where it will get
a garden of happiness and love..!!
They called her ice princess
Although he was the one who
Brought her to the kingdom of cold
And froze her heart with showers of pain ,
filled her soul with wounds
Left her alone in nights of isolation